DANGEROUSLY ADDICTIVE.

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observation de vous;

observation de moi
on isolé tiennent le premier rôle
vous ne savez pas qui vous êtes
j'ai vous ai toujours aimé
mais vous avez pris mon amour pour accordé
parole au revoir

the 4 hearts

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl, tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice, it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Chorus:
Oh it's what you do to me (X4)
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me, girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Chorus

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This ones for you

Chorus

- everything's just temporary;
10:12 PM

Sunday, October 28, 2007

i'm hurting.

- everything's just temporary;
10:37 PM

Saturday, October 27, 2007

i wanted to play the sadistic game because i wanted to see if yu would hurt me.

i tolerated the pain for so long because i wanted to see if it would overcome my heartache.

i don't complain about the blue-black because i want to be constantly reminded of yur presence.

its been hard for both of us..

i miss being loved by yu..

- everything's just temporary;
1:36 AM

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Yu only see what your eyes want to see

How can life be what yu want it to be

Yu're frozen when yur heart's not open

Yu're so consumed with how much yu get

Yu waste yur time with hate and regret

Yu're frozen when yur heart's not open

If I could melt yur heart

We'd never be apart

Give yourself to me

Yu are the key

Now there's no point in placing the blame

And yu should know I'd suffer the same

If I lose yu, my heart would be broken

Love is a bird, she needs to fly

Let all the hurt inside yu die

Yu're frozen when your heart's not open

If I could melt yur heart

We'd never be apart

Give yourself to me

Yu are the key

Yu only see what yur eyes want to see

How can life be what yu want it to be

Yu're frozen when yur heart's not open

If I could melt yur heart

We'd never be apart

Give yurself to me

Yu are the key

'come now baby; let's unfreeze the past and relive it one more time.'

- everything's just temporary;
2:23 PM

Thursday, October 18, 2007

i think i've just let the person i know i was going to marry go.

but what the heck; who wants to marry someone who doesn't want kids.

everything will be okay tomorrow, tomorrow there'll be no past. then i don't think i can sleep tonight; what if i forgot the mask?

what's not meant to be, won't be. everything's just temporary; nothing will ever last. fairytales only happen in dreamland. and dreams never come true.

- everything's just temporary;
8:14 PM

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

God, have i told you recently how You make miracles? just when i thought that everything had died, my mind was in a mess, and i had absolutely no one; you just made me feel like i have everything i possibly need. thank You for helping me tide this over. thank You for giving me your presence through my family and friends. because of everything You've done for me, You've made me cry for joy. i am so in love with You.

- everything's just temporary;
9:55 PM

i had to beg. beg down on my knees. saying please, baby please.

the world's a pretty cruel place. everything happens and then fades away. when you have no one around when you need someone most. things tend to get crazy. and when i see what i see i get very very scared. of myself. i am that crazy.

- everything's just temporary;
7:16 PM

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

i don't want kids. so any takers?

- everything's just temporary;
12:16 PM

Sunday, October 14, 2007

i hate birthdays. espeacially my own. i mean, not that it wasn't a fun one or whatsoever. it's just the whole process of it. like the anticipation of THE DAY, THE DAY itself, and THE next DAY. the process is just so, emotionally charged in very very extreme ways that i cannot bring myself to go through. and the same routine happens every year. what i hate the most -- the birthday song. STUPID song. whoever invented it, i wish you hear it everyday that you get so bored of it you'll be regretting you ever invented it.

oh god. help me. i am so, so, so tired of going to school, so tired of school itself, so tired of looking forward to school. no, i'm afraid i'm one of those losers trying their best to pretend school's alright when it totally isn't. i'm really screwed here. i just don't think i'm suited for the whole creme da le creme bull. amongst all my years of schooling, i totally enjoyed myself most during my neighbourhood schooldays. and now its back to beating the beasts, the competition, the pressure, the stress. i am so mused with myself. to think that it was a dream school. well, dreams aren't supposed to come true; so WHY AM I HERE. and everyone else probably thinks i'm weird. because i'm supposed to be elated/grateful/appreciative blablabla that i'm actually in a singapore university! HAHAHA. ya? trust me, i'd trade places with anyone right now. honestly.

so much to do, yet here i am procrastinating. so much for the new year's resolution. some things just don't change. i'm dreading the thought of my dying happiness. and i feel so so so fatigue. it seems like my body's working but my soul's left. no energy for excitement. no one shares much excitement anymore. everyone's just having their own weird time. and so i'm slowly changing to become one of THEM -- like one of those elite people whom i feel have absolutely no common sense at all and are super alien to me.

drag me out of the cursed place before its too late.

p.s. melissa, the girl with no soul. no. i'm not emo. i'm just hating the whole world right now.

- everything's just temporary;
5:01 PM

Friday, October 12, 2007

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Now that [he's] back from [his] soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's time to grow, hey, hey
Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head beck to the Milky Way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had... and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way

.yu+me=?

- everything's just temporary;
12:26 AM

Saturday, October 06, 2007

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

- everything's just temporary;
3:38 PM

the flawless plan that was made had made my day. it was so perfect; for once in my life, i actually know how is it like to enjoy it. and i had the most beautiful time.

- everything's just temporary;
12:13 AM

Thursday, October 04, 2007

i was thinking. and everyone's going to think i'm crazy. but i was thinking. maybe all these mid-terms and stress aren't that bad after all. in fact, they make me feel more at place in school. and i guess i'm getting used to school and maybe even... liking it.

okay. now shoot me.

anyways a few shout-outs to the amazing people out there.

huangeng: HELLO! (: 9 more days for me! and 15 more days for you! ((:

ben (mac buddy): bring me go try the jello cocktail at balcony... whines.

cindy: I MISS YOU. ):

chris: i want orh ni! ): ): ):

andrea: come over to my school and i'll show you around. winks. lunch w me!

ainsley: one in a million. (:

steph: i miss u, i wanna eat botak jones, i got ur bday present, i miss ur mom's tom yum soup.

nut: you owe me one! (: new tees tomo! ((:

banana yum yum: when yu want to know everything, call me.

BIRTHDAY LIST '07.

- LA SENZA vouchers
- hair straightener
- accesories from DIVA
- ALL BLACKS jersey
- kisses, kisses & more kisses
- hugs, hugs & more hugs
- for everything to be right once in awhile

things i do not want:

-makeup
-bodyshop stuffs
-pple to sing me birthday song

- everything's just temporary;
6:08 PM